Unblinking grief
the last cigarettes are smoked,
the loaves are sliced,
the lest this be taken for wry sorrow,
drown the spider in wine
you are much more than simply dead:
I am a dish for your ashes,
I am a fist
for your vanished air.
the most terrible thing about life
is finding it
gone.
- charles bukowski
the last cigarettes are smoked,
the loaves are sliced,
the lest this be taken for wry sorrow,
drown the spider in wine
you are much more than simply dead:
I am a dish for your ashes,
I am a fist
for your vanished air.
the most terrible thing about life
is finding it
gone.
- charles bukowski
No help for that
there is a place in the heart that
will never be filled
a space
and even during the
best moments
and
the greatest
times
we will know it
we will know it
more than
ever
there is a place in the heart that
will never be filled
and
we will wait
and
wait
in that
space.
"nobody but you," Charles Bukowski
nobody can save you but
yourself.
you will be put again and again
into nearly impossible
situations.
they will attempt again and again
through subterfuge, guise and
force
to make you submit, quit and/or die quietly
inside.
nobody can save you but
yourself
and it will be easy enough to fail
so very easily
but don't, don't, don't.
just watch them.
listen to them.
do you want to be like that?
a faceless, mindless, heartless
being?
do you want to experience
death before death?
nobody can save you but
yourself
and you're worth saving.
it's a war not easily won
but if anything is worth winning then
this is it.
think about it.
think about saving your self.
nobody can save you but
yourself.
you will be put again and again
into nearly impossible
situations.
they will attempt again and again
through subterfuge, guise and
force
to make you submit, quit and/or die quietly
inside.
nobody can save you but
yourself
and it will be easy enough to fail
so very easily
but don't, don't, don't.
just watch them.
listen to them.
do you want to be like that?
a faceless, mindless, heartless
being?
do you want to experience
death before death?
nobody can save you but
yourself
and you're worth saving.
it's a war not easily won
but if anything is worth winning then
this is it.
think about it.
think about saving your self.
- Mood:
tired
:(
- Mood:
depressed
