urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catepillar666 catepillar666 catepillar666 2009-09-06T10:42:25Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catepillar666:1779 2009-09-01T14:13:34Z 2009-09-01T14:38:38Z <font size="3" face="georgia" color="#808080"><b>Unblinking grief</b><br /><i><br />the last cigarettes are smoked, <br />the loaves are sliced,<br />the lest this be taken for wry sorrow,<br />drown the spider in wine<br /><br />you are much more than simply dead:<br />I am a dish for your ashes,<br />I am a fist <br />for your vanished air.<br /><br />the most terrible thing about life<br /> is&nbsp; finding it<br /> gone.</i><br /><br />- charles bukowski</font><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catepillar666:1534 2009-09-01T14:05:27Z 2009-09-01T14:14:12Z <font size="+1">No help for that <br /> </font> <br /> <p>there is a place in the heart that<br /> will never be filled<br /> <br /> a space<br /> <br /> and even during the<br /> best moments<br /> and<br /> the greatest<br /> times<br /> <br /> we will know it<br /> <br /> we will know it<br /> more than<br /> ever<br /> <br /> there is a place in the heart that<br /> will never be filled<br /> <br /> and<br /> <br /> we will wait<br /> and<br /> wait<br /> <br /> in that<br /> space.</p><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catepillar666:1212 2009-07-31T22:57:10Z 2009-07-31T22:57:10Z <font face="Arial,Helvetica" size="+1"><i><b>&quot;nobody but you,&quot; Charles Bukowski</b></i></font><br /> nobody can save you but<br />yourself.<br />you will be put again and again<br />into nearly impossible<br />situations.<br />they will attempt again and again<br />through subterfuge, guise and<br />force<br />to make you submit, quit and/or die quietly<br />inside.<br /><br />nobody can save you but<br />yourself<br />and it will be easy enough to fail<br />so very easily<br />but don't, don't, don't.<br />just watch them.<br />listen to them.<br />do you want to be like that?<br />a faceless, mindless, heartless<br />being?<br />do you want to experience<br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">death before death?</span><br /><br />nobody can save you but<br />yourself<br />and you're worth saving.<br />it's a war not easily won<br />but if anything is worth winning then<br />this is it.<br /><br />think about it.<br />think about saving your self.<br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catepillar666:839 2009-07-13T14:54:58Z 2009-09-06T10:42:25Z <a href="http://pics.livejournal.com/catepillar666/pic/000017b9/" class="snap_shots"><br /><br /><br /><img width="300" height="211" border="0" src="http://pics.livejournal.com/catepillar666/pic/000017b9" alt="" /><br /><br /><br /><br />www.saveiantojones.com<br /></a><br /><br /><br /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:catepillar666:605 2008-05-12T16:43:25Z 2008-05-16T15:15:26Z :(